So What Am I Supposed To Do?

So What Am I Supposed To Do?

Lately I have been asking myself so many questions. Most of them are about whether I am going in the right path or not, and if I can still trust the same people I would trust my secret with a few years ago. Time made me questioned things I wouldn't normally question. Doubt had filled my mind. I let people use me and discarded me like trash. I also let them push me around and discouraged me. I have lost my feelings of control. I lost the ability to see light in the shadows of darkness itself. I questioned the meaning of life. I asked myself over and over again, so what am I supposed to do. Just when I was about to give it all up, it reached out to me. Hope and faith reached its hand out towards me. Hope whispered to try one more time. To try when doubts has blurred your vision. I listened to Hope and decided to try one more time. To not give up. I reached out for hope and faith. They helped me see that I am going the right path. They made me see that I can still trust the same people to have my back. I wouldn't let time questioned my own decisions. I would fill my mind up with hope and faith, for that they are inside of me. I am in control. I won't let people take advantage of me and treat me like trash. I also wouldn't let them push me around again. I saw light in the shadows of darkness again. I know I am here today because of a reason. A reason I shall yet to discover. I won't ask the question, so what am I supposed to do, again.
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